HURT

I'm not happy of the thought of maybe not losing, but somehow having a gap between me and a friend. A very close friend. A best friend. A sister-like friend. She's someone I can't afford to lose. She's someone whom I trust the most. She knows me a lot. She doesn't want me to be hurt and I feel the same way too. I can really feel the gap between us. I don't to feel this way again. It just so happened that we can't agree on one thing. And I feel so sad about this. If you get the chance to read this.. I just want to say some things.

I don't really want these things to happen. I miss you. I really do. I have more to say privately but I don't know if I could be able to talk to you about this. It's really hurting me because it seems that there has a wall in between us. I hope we could go back to what we are before.